Me, Myself & Opera

I am back from Solo le!!!! Yay... it was quite a nice trip but I am not going to blog about it first. I am going to blog some photos I took on Guan yin dan a few weeks ago. Has been very busy lately so no time to blog them until now lor. Take a lookie~ That day I only sang 1/4 of a song with Susan. So I thought I will be rather free but I was wrong. In the end I have to look after the subtitles. Also, that day Uncle Lim and his wife did an excerpt of Lv Meng Zheng, Crossing the Bridge. I took some photos of them here. All photos were taken with my hp. I think they did a nice job but Uncle did not put his powder thick enough (slack) and I commented him that I can see his 'lao ren ban'. Hahahah.... You know how concious he is about his youth. I took a video of that excerpt but I haven't uploaded it to Youtube yet. When I upload, I will put it here to share with you guys. Nice right me.... Lol

Last week or last last week, there was a holiday on Wednesday so my friends and me decided to take some photos. Just for fun. Since nothing to do anyway. My friend, James, is an amateur photographer and he said that he hasn't took photos for a long time so he was enthusiastic about it too. I volunteered to help Jame's wife make up so that she can take photos with us too. Turn out that she also like GZX wor. I think she look very pretty as a dan. :) Or maybe my make up skills improved le. Muahahaha. Jame's wife, Conny. Close up of her eye. Me~ Me doing make up for Conny. Conny got nice big eyes. As we were only taking photos. I tried out a lighter version of the make up. Took away the blue and used brown instead. I think it's not bad. I like these random pictures he took. Nice right? Hee hee.. :) I like this photo too. Reflection from mirror. We took alot of photos in the park too but I didn't resize them so can't post up. They will take up alot of space~ Recent...

Haiz, the title says it for me. Sick and Tired. Of what? Everything lor. Seems like my blog is always full of unhappiness and kping. I would love my blog to be a happy blog but unfortunately, the owner is not a happy person so the blog is also a gloomy, sad blog. Feel kind of down and gloomy and glum and sian these few days. Maybe it's because of the lack of quality performance opportunities or maybe it's because of other things like opera politics. Whatever it is, I just feel so super sian and unmotivated. I felt again that I have done badly in my opera life. I felt that I am so lousy and I didn't improve for a long long time. Even ah gou and ah mao cao do better I think. Unlike me, stagnant, no break through, can't improve. Am I going to stay like this forever?! Stay as lousy as ever. Other people can improve so much within days and months but I just stay there like a stone. Stone there, cannot move, cannot talk. Like shit lor. If I stay like this, I can never realise...